Monday, 8 October 2007

Fed up

Have started to write an update several times, and then thought, can't be bothered. I have gone from being on a high, and happy last week to down in the dumps, in the course of a few days. I hate this time of the year, and I suppose having something useful and nice to do last week made all the difference. I know autumn is pretty and love all the colours of the leaves turning gold and brown, but at the same time, it's just so depressing, everything dying, withering, and the thought of all the horrible weather to come until about next April. It hasn't help that this is the third day of grey oppressive skies too. Well it was ok first thing, but then clouded up. 5pm and I need the lights on. Had nothing more to do today than take Emma out for a walk, and I've cleaned out the budgie. Guinea pigs need doing but can't be bothered, they will have to wait till tomorrow. Oh and housework, cleaning and stuff, really exciting. Also not helped today by waking up at 6 am and not being able to get back to sleep so feel wrecked anyway. My eye is driving me crazy, itching and streaming all day, the ointment has made no difference to me waking up with it completely dry, and if anything has made it worse. I also keep having to get up twice during the night to go to the loo again, back to that once more, thought I was over that. I cut the grass and cleaned out the aviary on Saturday, so that probably accounts for my breaking back. Moan moan moan. Pretty pointless blog today really, but haven't done anything much since the last one, apart from dog walking and been food shopping. Oh I bought a new mower. Hopefully won't have to use it much more this year though.

Having serious thoughts about bothering with this blog so often anyway really, it's all much of a muchness, same old, same old. Will probably only do it if I do something other than dog walking and shopping! Can't be bothered with chat at the moment either really, would rather just watch the telly, everything's a big effort. Right now, just wish I could go to sleep and wake up in April 2008. Maybe I should turn into a hedgehog?

4 comments:

Pete said...

big hugs jan

oldcrow61 said...

Noooooo Jan, don't stop blogging. I look forward to reading about your day as I'm sure others do as well. Hugs.

Anonymous said...

What did you have to eat today?

Janine said...

We all will miss you if you stop blogging. I look forward to seeing how the hoggies are doing, and whats in the garden and stuff. Have you considered talking to a therapist type person? I have and it has helped me to view the world in a more positive way. Not that I am sane or anything but a little better at least ;)