Yet another grey day. No wind though, and warm so pleasant enough I suppose, but it does nothing to help my black mood at present. I just don't know how to pull myself out of it. There's a long list of things that are wrong and I can't see any solution to them at the moment, if at all in some of the cases (like my health, there is no long term solution, it will only get worse) However, I said I don't want to blog about all my problems any more, so I will get on with what I have done today.
Well I went across to my neighbour as she was doing some runner beans for me, (I lost mine in the frost last week) but guess what, she lost hers too! Anyway, it's not all bad news, as mine have perked up a bit, they have started to sprout out from further down the stems, so I will have some anyway, and I shall buy half a dozen more just to fill the pot. One of the ones I've got actually has a little red flower appearing. Anyhow, had a chat and a coffee, and tried to get some response regarding the wind farm, but she doesn't seem bothered, as would appear the majority of the village. I told her the facts as I knew them, but I could tell it wasn't going to make her rush to join our protest. She said she doesn't understand about wind farms. Durr???
Anyway, came home, lunched and took Emma to my spooky river spot, as that is generally my place to go when deep in thought and tried to cheer myself up a bit. Took loads of photos of her in the water, her in the buttercups, and some wild flowers, never saw another soul, apart from a guy on a tractor way across the fields where they are cutting the hay. Bliss. Came home and took some more of my lilies which are just opening up, and my little wall basket in the porch which is looking nice. Will post the pictures now anyway. Doubt if I'll be around tonight as I have the wind farm protest meeting at the hall. Waste of time I think, but hey, who knows, I may be able to make a new friend or two. I certainly could use some.
Well right on form from this time last week too, blogger has decided it isnt going to publish photos. Getting right sick of this now, I wasted 10 photos, they are scaled down to 800X600 too. I'll have to do them another time, when is something going to go to right I wonder?